still groaning over the loss of character

i am lost.... seriously... here is where i begin my rant.

I think i have been too attached to my character that by the end of literature night, I have lost my sense of myself. It may take awhile before i regain my former senses. It is as though my heart has been torn out... haiz so drama... 

I think i lost part of myself.... AHHHHHH!!! 

i can't go on anymore... sigh ... why why ...