24 mars 2009

seriously BLEARGH !!! What the HELL ???! a message to my closest friend

BLOODY HELL (oh what a brilliant note to start this post on). Ok... i will try to control myself and not swear.  

Here begins my rant, WHY THE BLOODY HELL DO PEOPLE RANT ABOUT THEM JUST BEING FRIENDS WITH GIRLS. (this is in reference to a friend of mine). 'S BLOOD!!! 

Seriously, in all truth, I personally am not a very friendly person (no no really...) so being friends with people is, lets just say more troublesome because i have to narrow it down still and actually choose, slowly who i can really co exist with... ie : knowledgeable and the ability to understand Sarcasm like the back of their hand etc. 

yes, reader, i know that you are probably wondering : huh ? 

yes i admit it proudly : i am indeed a very prejudiced and proud person mostly always playing to my own vanity and well so i become very very narcissistic. 

Ok back to the main point. let me try to be really tactful now, (forget it)  
seriously understand that people not being your girlfriend HAS NOTHING to be annoyed about no no really, go, go SMACK yourself. yes yes you may say, but people only treat me as their friend ... my friend you just are not tactful ENOUGH or BRAVE enough to step up to that plate. No really, if you have to rely on my opinion, NO just don;t rely on my opinion : have your OWN one. Yes i may not like something but if you do, then it should be your pursuit and not for me to say anything because it is YOUR OWN F***ING opinion. 

(breathes deeply) OK I shall leave it here first.  

ok i am back (sits back on his crummy chair), Right where was I , oh right, YA ok fine you have your own opinion, and you don't need my opinion. but seriously bloody hell i know she is you lady of choice but have you ever looked at it from a non skewed point of view ? as in just being an objective viewer, a spectator. IT LOOKS AWFUL ! really. CONTROL YOURSELF DAMN IT ! i know you really hate me now but CONTROL first.  

right, persevering on, it is not that i am saying that she is not right for you but you must understand that some thing i am prejudiced against and it blinds me. so as the really cliche line goes (DAMN) love is blind. So if love is so blinding then let it lead you on. please do not take on my prejudices. yes i am sort of an elitist or somewhat of a fascist. DONT JUDGE ME ok. you have your own pride and hates. I have mine just mine are more personal towards people. ok i shall leave it here. no more.

speak your mind.    

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