still groaning over the loss of character

i am lost.... seriously... here is where i begin my rant.

I think i have been too attached to my character that by the end of literature night, I have lost my sense of myself. It may take awhile before i regain my former senses. It is as though my heart has been torn out... haiz so drama... 

I think i lost part of myself.... AHHHHHH!!! 

i can't go on anymore... sigh ... why why ... 

It is finally over...a Goodbye to Lysander ...

Being a performer is not easy, especially one who is really emotionally attached to his character. It is like loosing a loved one (hint hint). So Goodbye Lysander farewell noble character. 

Lets get on with business 

Today, the GALA night, it was ... THE day. AHHHHHH the gods must be crazy 

anyway I thought i did a swell job. Remembering lines, cursing, swearing, dancing and all that, splendid. 

But a pity, indeed a pity to say good bye to a friend, a foe, a nemesis, my other half, me, Lysander. good bye Old friend. 

P.S.  I sound like Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde ....  sigh .... 

just a short post ... on the events of my ... rather complicated life.