I am probably the most confused human being on the planet right now... really... the music that i am listening to now... sesame street... I have come to realize that listening to it on repeat really drives home the message... it is not about ABC's or 123's. Rather it is to find sesame street...to fine that place where it all works out eventually and that no matter how much you learn, there will still be mistakes made, friendships broken, being tricked and used in ways never imagined.
well recently i have been reduced or perhaps you would like to see it as raised to the gender of the feminine sex. An odd observation really since i have thought of that before, not in the sex change manner of course, but rather more of, hey wait i am running heavily on my emotions... where is the logic ?? missing i guess... sigh. But really emotion... related to women only ? well why can't men have emotions, perhaps it is just a stereotype and i am particularly more susceptible to such erratic emotional swings which well i guess is more feminine, just my anima working up... don't worry i won't bite ... :D
Might eat you like Air though...
anyway... i am lost ... i am unsure what is happening. Friendship-loss or gain... whether it is right to give it up or to go on until i breakdown... breaking down, a daily part of my life, and of course by repeating sesame street on my ipod EVERYWHERE i go it really sank in. God help me...
plummet into doom.
