I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!!!

Is there anymore that need be said. My logic is failing me, priorities all dead,there is no sense and i have become extremely emotionally driven. My muse, eveyday kept locked up is now free, abusing my reasoning. I have never been a great rational person but when both parts of my gemini soul rise against each other over an issue, it is highly depressing and it affects everything. the worst thing, exam is in 2 days and i still cannot get down to it. Argh! I hate myself, to just give it up or I really cannot decide. My muse needs an outlet. I just wanna scream and just, dissolve, not care about everything and float in my mad state. If you were here, you would feel it as well. To hell with it, I give up, i cannot stand it anymore 

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I cross over 

the empty road, in my mind 

leading many ways 

confused, in my own world 

I am my muse 

the emotionally driven soul 

driving me off a cliff 

into nothing, the raw emotion cutting 

deep inside

insoluble, what logic exists? 

the decider and the one 

blown by the wind 

Choose 

Choose! 

Lacking, returning to an empty house 

head rest against the gate 

locked 

they stand by, and walk by 

no one cares anymore 

the repeated signals 

the repetition 

the warnings 

all mean nothing to me 

I want to be nothing 

to not care 

to be free

the stars play with my heart

leading me on 

leading me, tempting me 

the FOOOL that i am !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

to allow the muse to wreck me 

like a hurricane i am 

only blowing 

and causing it all 

disaster 

disaster 

that is my choice, my desire 

my heart, the contorted sickness 

will lead me there 

only the one way street down 

down down to disaster 

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i am sick of everything, someone save me... I have lost all sense of logic, take ... just take what  you want and leave.